||[Aug. 9th, 2005|09:36 pm]
Ok. This is really, REALLY hard to say.
But, here is goes.
I, Catherine Alice Maguire, entered kindergarden at the age of four.
My birthday is December 19- 1990. Not 1989.
Yep. I have lied to everyone at Holy Name / Summer Theatre for, well, a year this past June.
To be totally honest, I lied because I figured people would have treated me so much differently if they had known I was younger. I still don't know if they would have.
People were suprised to know my FAKE age- let alone my real one.
This past year has been really hard for me.
The only person who knew was Siggy.
And let's just say- she didn't keep the secret.
She didn't tell everyone, of course.
But she defineatly told people.
Which is why I am telling you.
I didn't want you to hear some stupid rumor or gossip-
you needed the full story.
I am extremely embarassed.
I'm ashamed, and heartbroken.
I have no idea how anybody is going to react.
Martin FOR SURE won't date me anymore, and I'll probably lose most of my older friends.
But I'm really, truly sorry.
I just didn't want to have to be guilty everyday anymore.
If that made me lose friends, its my own damn fault.